As time passes by I all of a sudden realised that I haven't written in a while. Well, a lot has happened. And at the time nothing has happened. Once in a lifetime I've never felt more happier & more unhappier.
Happy of being who I am & who I want to be. Happy for being a part of the life I'm living. Happy for having good people around me. Happy for bringing love & light into my life.
Unhappy for..well, I can't tell. There are no words so meanless. No words so painful. Just no words for the feelings of mine.
I kind of walking around. Slow, sometimes fast. I find everything a challenge. All day. Every day. Hard, but sometimes easy. Too easy but sometimes too hard.
But I'm not standing still. I'm not waiting. I'm not expecting. I'll keep on doing what I do. Right know it's running. walking & running. That's what I do. I find myself happy. But every single day is a battlefield.
Love life though it's not easy. And it shouldn't.
